hermit

hermit the crab went out today -.-

haha. yep. that's me. i've been cooping myself in my home every since e hols started, except for phuket. and i really really like it cos the nights blend into the days, and i finally have the time to just sit and think. which of course leads to problems. but then again i can confine myself to a space where only the ppl i like are allowed in. hah.

anyway. phuket. was great. really. its like there was no concept of time? we didn't have deadlines or limits, we just did what we wanted, when we wanted. and the 3 days really felt like a lifetime. it was so good. the sea was beautiful, e resort was heavenly. haha. i loved it (: and it was like a world apart from spore which made it all e more better. (y) oh yarh, i had a ride on e elephants. grins. rather interesting. my mum was yelping like mad throughout the whole thing -.- but my elephant was so cute, it had big flappy ears. haha. like dumbo. grins. ooh. and i watched love story in e resort. was so sweet and sad. plus witty dialogue. i love it :D haha. had my mum and i bawling like mad. like an old version of a walk to remember. just wayyy less cheesier.

the view from the pool (: gorgeous.

the view from this local seafood restaurant. yummy seafood. and that's me walking towards e sea. haha.

mummy and i on the elephant. hahaha.

happy birthday steffish darling (: -bites earlobe-

yep yep. celebrated stef's bday today, well yesterday. we (ming, rach, seto and i) dressed up as boys. haha, stereotypical boys. jock, nerd, ah beng and preppy in that order. and got stef to come in very girly stuff. heee. and we proceeded to spend e night wooing/seducing her. hahaha. it was hilarious. we nearly smoked ourselves to death trying to do the sparklers heart -.- which failed miserably. haha, then we had yummy food (which i cooked! :p). and we proposed to stef!!! with a ring, flowers and all. the serenading too. grins. which was like cats screeching. haha, but you can't say we didn't try. we all have a ring each, with our initials inside (: we're married to each other. hahaha. oh yarh, the cockroaches and ants scared e shite out of us -.- we were screaming and hopping everywhere. but it was so nice. and happy. esp the last part where we just sat on e swings and talked. haha. i love my stef (:
4 boys and a girl.


i was feeling rather jaded and tired of everything the past few weeks, but its moments like these you feel like sometimes there are things worth living for. like christmas. hahaha. just watched grey's anatomy where they were having xmas. i just miss that feeling. sighs.

when it comes to the point you don't talk at all for months. or you try and avoid me. pretend i don't exist. its really pathetic and sad eh. how did everything end up like this. just makes everything nice warm and fuzzy in me freeze up.

: a love that will last :: renee olstead :